It's my final

Who am I in the eyes of others?
I am that one guy who is nice, but your ok with not knowing him. I'm that guy who's been pushed aside by many people. These people include family, friends, scholarly, and of the work place. In the eyes of others, I am something of a weakling.

How do I percieve myself?
I see myself as a lonely person. This being because I know I'm too apathetic to many situations. When I want things in life I really don't try to an extreme amount, and when I don't get them I give up and accept, there is no fight. But the thing I want in life would benefit everyone around me, and it's a shame I'm overlooked.

Why am I here?
I'm here out of coincidence. I've put no meaning in to my existance, for there is none. I don't have faith in an outside force, so I put meaning and faith in the world around me and honly hope it displays some of the beauty I know it has and has had once before.

What are the implications of others?
The implication of my identity is never the same. Im always trying to change my point of view to see the world from all eyes around me, so I feel as if my identity is never truly read correctly. I know implications is one of the downfalls of the world, for we are all just humans who can't truly display 100% of their true inners. Usually the people who display "good" sense of being are the horrible ones.

How am I affected by others?
I am affected by others. I njoy reading people, and my only natural reaction is to somehow reach a level of similarity, and if I don't chieve that (which bugs me) I aim for acceptance. So, why? Without acceptance, nobody would hold similarity to me, and it's impossible to not continue proceed to grow without a constant growth of acceptance.

Is identity static?
NO. Identity is kind of like static friction. It may stick for an extent, but with enough projectile force, static becomes a thing of the past as the projectile object becomes kinetic. I say no, because no matter how much I've changed, I still can see parts of myself which has always been there. Although, the parts of my personality which have always been there don't affect who I become in the future as much as it would if those traits were truly static. Hence, there is hope for everyone.